I really don't know what to write it's my third entry
I think I'll start with my living conditions right now in this chapter of my life...I'm in highschool and doing my A levels now...its going to be very hard for me, I would like to be as smart as others but, I'm just too lazy to waste my time with sitting behind my books... but I will have success...just because the will of my dad has to be fulfilled.

...in loving memory...

I practise twice a week in a drawing school, to handle my application materials for the university...I want to study arts, that is my dream since I was little...

Maybe there will be an other turning point in my life, when I'm really done with this chapter "school"...at the latest when I'm going to be moved in, to my boyfriends appartment...and when I'm going to be finished with university and ready for life to live it to the fullest.
...maybe...